I am doing great things for myself and my future. Those things take a lot of focus and energy. I am also HAPPY that I have a short list of people that I can truly call Friends, because I know they are sincere and trustworthy people. Anyone reading this from somewhere other than the involved parties will be confused.. and that’s fine…. because if it’s directed at you, you will know. I would rather have 5 people that I know I can talk to safely, and know they are there for me, than a list of 500 that I never know how they will react to anything that happens. Which is better? I’m good with what I have. The people I am close to are amazing, beautiful, powerful, and fun. Those are incredible qualities to see in anyone. Those wonderful people love me as much as I love them.
The sad thing is when I see a mob mentality some places. Is it so much to ask that people not speculate and fabricate? So you don’t get an answer to something in 5 minutes, or it isn’t the answer you want to hear, and your response is to get mad and throw a fit complete with name-calling and slurs? Wow. Really? I had to laugh this morning when a friend said something about their dog not being in a fight. I laughed because that was such a vividly accurate visualization. Mine isn’t in it either, to be sure. For whatever reason, once again, specific people feel the need to make me the focal point of their anger and unpleasantness. I’m not your chew-toy, so move on. Seriously.
All I have said for days is that I am in school, I’m busy, I’m tired, and I don’t have energy for anyone else. If you’re someone that feels the need to continue hammering on me in spite of my requests that you STOP, then you need to step back and examine your own self. Nothing better to do with your time? Find something meaningful. I did.